This is like 50/50 for me. I enjoy my own company,friends to me are optional. I don’t need them. I like to have them but I know I’d be perfectly fine without them. They’re not a necessity to me. I enjoy being by myself, not having to worry about texting whoever back, or yada yada being mad at me. I would only have to worry about myself.However,there’s also the side of me that yearns for a companion. To be held, and loved by someone. I want that, I envy people who have it. I think I’d rather have a boyfriend than a girl best friend.
I find myself wanting a male companion these days….
And no I’m not a stupid teenage girl who needs to find my own happiness or love myself before someone else can love me. All I said is that I would like a male companion …
(Since people always wanna bitch when a girl says she wants a boyfriend)
